the queen of ugly face
loves -
FOOD
her roxybaby!
gerrard!
jielun!
rollerblading
ficticious wan mei nan ren
pau skin
cheese cake
sweet and sour stuff
baking
is wobbly
bobbly
and makes the ugliest faces and sounds
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
.
this, that, and just..
those things.
painful la.
it hurts.
call me psychotic but i cant help it
feel so played so stupid so..
ridiculous.
you know the times, when
you just stop to think about things
and im stuck in depressed mode.
everything is presenting themselves in the most negative light
that really is doing me in.
its hard to keep my chin up, smile and act yilin, for that matter
it just seems so justified to mope.
when everything seems to prove my hypothetical conjectures right.
oh. joy.
the one thing that still makes me happy is grocery shopping
but i cant even do that anymore.
because of mummy dearest
rarr.
and i'm stuck in a vicious cycle of self-pity
where im feeling eternally hungry and i cant stop eating
then i mope somemore
then i eat/cook more.
i need to like lock myself up and just cry everything away.
to you, my lovelies
thanks for everything,
listening to me
and just making this idiotic time pass better
and to my NEW BEAUTIFUL COOKBOOK
you. are. my. everest.
wo hui nu li
superdugong out! ; .
