c o o k up a storm

the queen of ugly face
loves -
FOOD
her roxybaby!
gerrard!
jielun!
rollerblading
ficticious wan mei nan ren
pau skin
cheese cake
sweet and sour stuff
baking

is wobbly bobbly
and makes the ugliest faces and sounds

say goodbye

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

on xmas eve just to get in the festive mood,
my sis dad mum and i made gingerbread men!
super cute. and OF COURSE YUMMY i tell you
nothing beats a warm mug of milk and gingerbread cookies on a cold rainy day.

MMM. xing fu man.

the blue one is superman. so cute right! my dad make wan

bikini babe!

spot the blonde

and my kor kor and jingshan, my wei lai da sao, bought me this for xmas!

<333>

wahlau inside got peking duck recipe can.

NIEHHAHAHA.

anw. im stitchless now! wahlau it was quite painful la, but damn cool removing stitches on the dining table :)

i miss them alr. ):

still dunno when i can start trng. but should be soon yay!

superdugong out! ; .

Monday, December 25, 2006

the cat mama. see the black kitten that kept drinking her milk!!

babies!

super cute. the cat mama's real kid

one week old ones!

miaomiaos me and sher found at the chalet. okay i was cameraman. but i did carry themokay! warm and eyes still closed and superrrr cute.
<3>

superdugong out! ; .

look what i found!
my old autograph book!

stop laughing.
so i liked oops i did it again

time to update a bit ya?
haha

here goes;

name; tan yilin. chen yilin
bday; 3rd feb 1989
addie; 1 tanyilin lane
tellie; 9066...im sure.
horoscope; aquarius
chinese zodiac; dragon cos im cool.
email; yilinn@gmail.com, youkneadit@gmail.com [for cake stuff orders!]
hobbies; rollerblading, jamieoliver, cooking shows on tv, tv, baking, cooking, grocery shopping, shopping
bloodtype; o+ i think.
nickname; tellyou i no nickname alr. my dad calls me smallone

favo's!

teacher; ms chuah? she takes all my econs nonsense <3>

subject; bio i guess

animal; dog! i like white tigers and baby seals!

tv show; grey's, cooking shows! proj runway, jeff corwin shows <3>

song; loads! fa ru xue

singer; loads too..jielun <3>

band; you know what, i still boybands! haha old love songs rock.

movie; chick flicks!

drink; tehping. strawberry milk. horlicks dinosaur. milo dinosaur. ice peach tea. green tea. green tea frappe from starbucks. hot choc. hot vanilla

food; okay brace urself!

japanese food!

salmon

my miso baked cod

chicken

bao and skin

fruits

strawberries

strawberry anything

ma lai gao

cranberries

almonds, cashews, brasils, pecans, walnuts.

salted chinese restaurant steamed peanuts

japanese crackers

strawberry pocky

cheese

cheesecake

onions

eggs. i really like all kinds of eggs.

souffles

rasins

daiyaki! custard AND angdow

japanese soft bread.

hot toasted bread

gingerbreadmen

brocolli

tomatoes

baked mushrooms.

,ushrooms

meh kueh

mee suah

quiches

spinach and veggies

i like carrot

gao luk roasted chestnuts

okay enough for now.

hato's

teacher; erm.

subject; its not i dont like it, but i dont get it! econs

animal; mosquitoes, cockroaches, toads, house lizards. flies. i dont like insects la. and birds tt shit on me too

tv show; ch 8 drams. they suck now!

song; erm, dont have i think..though some really get on my nerves

singer; cyndi wang. she SUCKS. guo meimei also irritating

band; santanic ones

movie; dont have i guess.

i shant do a friends page tt's just tacky

superdugong out! ; .

Sunday, December 24, 2006

i have a sad xmas eve. packign my stuff for the big move away from my home for 17 years.

im bored now so!

3 things in your wallet?
1. photos from dance night
2. atm card. even thoguht my bank has no money ):
3. letter from laura <3

3 things you always wear?
1. underwear
2. earrings
3. i used to always wear this necklace susanta gave me

3 things you do when you are really stressed?
1. talk
2. omg eat like mad
3. make lists. and get more stressed >.<

3 10 things you like to do?
1. cook/bake
2. cut hair
3. eat
4. watch tv
5. shopping with my sister
6. look at pictures
7. get facial
8. get a massage
9. go for nice family dinners
10. GROCERY SHOPPING :)

3 favorite fruits?
1. strawberries! i like berries.
2. soft pears
3. green apples?
i like almost all fruits la

3 things you are addicted to?
1. raw, almonds cashews brazils walnuts hazelnuts pecans. yum!
2. japanese brand anything
3. dried fruits

3 favorite hobbies?
1. rollerblading
2. eating
3. baking

3 goals for 2007?
1. yao xing fu
2. start m business
3. be so smart i'll get handpicked to not study and get paid for the rest of my life. dream on right!

3 plans for next 3 weeks?
1. finish holiday homework
2. finish my packing sobbb
3. go out

3 nicknames you go by:
1. yilin
2. yilin
3. yilin
i dont have nicknames leh! my name liddat how to have nickname
maybe auntie

3 Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. sec 1 orientation tshirt
2. fbts with holes in them cos my maid wento iron
3. old rings from like pri sch because i was clearing jewellery

3 things you want in a relationship:
1. love
2. respect, trust, appreciation
3. fun and funniness

3 5 things about the opposite sex that appeal to you:
1. taller than me.
2. dui wo hao
3. good sense of humour
4. xiao shun!
5. will like the stuff i make

superdugong out! ; .

Saturday, December 23, 2006

shui bu zhao

koped from cheryl (<3)'s blog

1. Ever been given a ring? yes.
2. Longest relationship? define relationship. my best friend has been my best friend since pri 5
3. Last gift you received? erm. mu4 ma2 earrings and ba hu stick from bangkok from mabeline
4. How many times have you dropped your cell? enough for it to spoil and send random msges to pple
5. Last sport you played? vball..last monday.
6. Things you spend a lot of money on? food. and groceries! its really therapeutic.
7. Thing you ate last? dinner. i cooked.
8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? yan jing, bi zi i think. height maybe.
9. One favorite song? fa ru xue. it has my chi name in it. fine only yi but still...
10. Where do you live? 1 tanyilin lane.
11. Last relationship? so?
12. Cell phone service provider? starhub. which sucks.
13. Favorite mall store? coldstorage.okay la i have a life. kino?
14. Longest job held? cafe cartel one month! "hi welcome!"
15. Do you own a pair of dice? i guess..mahjong set somewhere in the cupboard
16. Do you prank call people? ive done it before.
17. Last person who text messaged you? shinjung for coach claim form
18. First FRIEND you'd call if you won a lottery? mabeline!
19. Last time you attended church? 2 wks ago
20. Favorite fast food restaurant? i think. its still macs. i lvoe macs breakfast. mos burger's not bad too.
21. Last incoming call? mabeline
22. Last time you got drunk? does laughing a lot count?
23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends? foodcourt. ditto, cheryl!
24. Can you cook? i like to think i can ^^
25. What car do you drive? i dont think i'll ever drive. i cant make turns for nuts.
26. Last time u cried? 20 mins ago?
27. Most hated food? erm. livers. they taste like mud.
28. Thing you like most about yourself? erm. my ankles
29. Things you hate most about yourself? dont get me started.
30. Last time you had an argument? cant rmb! maybe my sister like over smth stupid.
31. Favorite Movie? erm. i like armaggedon. dont have a fav i guess.
32. Name all the races of the people that you've been with? let's see..stevengerrard is angmoh..wonbin is korean...
33. Last movie rented? devil wears prada tt i din watch
34. Favorite alcoholic drinks? dont drink enough to have a fav
35. Favorite perfume? im kinda allergic to perfume..at least i was. dunno abt now 36. What are you thinking at the moment? i hate the way im feeling
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45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone..

whats your name spelt backwards? niliy
What did you do last night?: watch bai wan bao at vball chalet ate pizza and watched pro pple play ps2
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: picasa i think
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?: for what
Last time you swam in a pool?: 2 wks ago before i got my 11
What are you wearing?: bigbigshirt with tweetybird onit
How many cars have you owned?: 0
Type of music you dislike most?: metal. and all the satanicish bands
Are you registered to vote?: nope
Do you have cable?: yep!
What kind of computer do you use?: a freaking lousy one
Ever made a prank phone call?: yep..with __
You like anyone right now?: yes and no
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: what, i cant have both? bungee. sky diving the wind hit ur face quite pain right.
Furthest place you ever traveled?: paris/london! or is us further.
What's your favorite comic strip?: foxtrot
Do u know all the words to the national anthem?: yes
Shower, morning or night?: night.
Best movie you've seen in the past month?: havent watched a movie in a loong loong time. omgosh tt sounds sad
Favorite pizza toppings?: ham and pineapple.
Chips or popcorn?: chips la. marks and spencer's handcooked ones <3

Have you ever smoked peanut shells?: whatever that is, no.
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?: beauty pageants are for beautiful pple
Orange Juice or apple?: erm. appleorangejuice.
Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?: mummy. maceroni soup, yum
favorite chocolate bar?: i like meiji strawberry choc. and i love dark choc !
Who is your longest friend and how long?: angela chan yu huang. since we were 3!
Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?: homegrown means in your home or grown in singapore.i dunno where my tomatoes come from.
Have you ever won a trophy?: yeah..
Favorite arcade game?: bishbashi! ^^
Sprite or 7-UP?: sprite.

Last thing you bought at Walgreens?: whats walgreens
Ever thrown up in public?: maybe when i was young and sick
Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?: finding a true love who's a millionare? ha. true love la!
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes and no..
SPONGEBOB OR JIMMY NEUTRON?: spongebob i guess
Did you have long hair as a young kid?:YES. super long until she cut it like a boy in pri 2 ):
What message is on your voicemail machine?: i dunno i cant check i forgot my pw
Where would you like to go right now?: away
Whats the name of your pet?: roxie DONT LAUGH.
What kind of backpack do you have, and what's in it?: erm. the only backpack i have is the voodoodolls one and its empty. oh and my fireman deuter

yan jing ku xiao le ):

superdugong out! ; .

Friday, December 22, 2006

my food posts are boring!
omg. i just read all of them.
im sorry la. there really isnt much to my life now besideds food.
omg tt's sad right.
was just packing my room..found a lot of old letters, old stuff.
stuff tt either made me very glad to be the me tt i am, others make me wanto go back to those..carefree genuinely happy times.
where pple arent so malicious
where friendships are simpl i frend you i dont friend you stuff.
those kind tt even if you don't friend someone can still talk wan
and the biggest enemy you make is the person who cut your quee at the 70C fmee pok stall

really..what did i do to my life! i cant even be emo now..
anw
vball chalet was the last 2 days.
mum din let me go to chuwen's hse in the end rarr
so i stayed at chalet.
was really fun! all the ps2 watching..kinda made me wanto get one for myslef. but let's see how i convince my mum to buy it for me! haha

tmr taking out stitches! my kor taking out for me! think im gonna miss stroking and feeling all 11 of them against my skin
ok tt sounds bian tai.
speaking of bian tai. the Hostel is the most bian tai thing ive watched. nauseating show with pornandgore and NO plot. mustard squirting out eye and chopping of fingers
>.< and i think benchwarmers was nice. haha at least the parts tt i was awake for (:
me and sheralyn slept from 7 am after a whole night of card playing. indian poker, pomelo [omg THE TICK!! <33 ] 99 and just about the calmest, quitest heart attack ever.. haha super fun! to about 12 pm. where i had very vivid dreams..haha proceeded to lunch at a little food hut with quite bland food and super slow lor mee. and more ps playing after! [fine okay i watched cos i totally suck at video games]
me and sheralyn found kittens! there was a black one who hijacked this other kittens mum and refused to let the real mummy cat's kitten eat food. meanshit.haha and one wk old ones which were absolutely darlings!.
i would bring them home if my dad didnt think cats are evil o.0
then it was pizza for dinner and shinjung came over and stayed over alone with a roomful of J2 BOYS. and she rocks at ps !

superdugong out! ; .

its called merry christmas for a reason right
so im suppsoed to be happy

o k a y .

this holiday period..pretty much sums up my whole life.
few ups and a whole lot of downs
abandon
smtimes i just feel like a shithead. floating around
[tt image is actually very funny. ]
i want it all to stopppppppppppp
how did i ever allow myself to end up like this?
I dont feel so super anymore.

edited cos i sounded like an emonutcase
stupidbloggercantpasswordprotectentriesbutwhocaresrightnotlikemanypplereadthis.andifidontsayanythingithinki'lljustimplodeanddie.
i think i have an intrinsic sadness.something,thatif i manifestfullyitdeatmealive andannoythehelloutofeveryone.buti dunnohowlongicankeepupwiththispretense.ttimhappy
imcontentedttifeellovedifyouwantocallmeinsecuresensitiveorotheridioticthingsobeittt'syour
opinionimnotlookingtochangeyourmindaboutme.imnotlookingfor
pityimnotlookingforyoutosayfakesweethingstomakemehappy.
youseetheproblemwithpreconceivedopinionsis
thatyoualreadyhavebiasesandperceptionsaboutpeoplethatwillnot
beeasytshakeoffandthere'sreally,nothingicandoaboutit.
simpynotneedednotsignificant.yesiknowtheres@#.
butidowantobeinapositionwhereimatteronly
tothisoneperson,whoiguessreallydofindmeimportant.idunnohowi
livedtoenduplikethis.itsthelittlethingsthatmatter.tt
jishaochengduo.thelittleshardsofglasstt..prickyousomuchttyouwont
diefromtitbutatthesametimeitsexcruciatinglypainful.itsanever
endingviciouscycleyousee.maybeallthis
emotionaltrauma.imdisplayingthisinmyrefusalto!@#?atleasticantryontheoutside.
maybethenillbegoodenoughfor#@^#togiveadamn
iwantostopfelingpatheticstopfeelingsouseless.
justsittingaroundaitingfor___.rarr.donteventhinki
shouldbepostingthisthingup.maybei;lljustclosedowntheblogafterido.
itsnotsodifficultbutitsobviouswhennothingyoudoseemsrightandalltt.
maybeimdestinedtothis.dieinheapfulsofcookiesandfoodalone.
old,fatandshirivelled.mybeyouknowhowitsuckswhenyouhavenoonetoturn
tonoonetotellallthistoo.forfear.orwhatmaybeannoyingthemscaringthem
off.orscaredtheytheydevelopanextraniceattitudearoundyoutt'suncannily
false?arrrwhenevenurbestfriendsdontknow,orsuppossedbestfriends}donthavethetimettositandlistentobeyourfriend.whatdoyoudowhenyou
feellikethelowliestshit,andyoucantdoanythingaboutit.andyoufeel
sofreakinginaptuselessunwantedunneededandaloneandwhenyoucantjuststop
thinkingaboutthingsandcheerupijustwantofeelgoodenoughihaveanatural
cheerfuldispositioncan.justlikemyinnategreediness.butidunnowherethe
cheerfulmhappymewent.disappearedwheniwentosecschoolandivebeenlivingina
shellforalltheseyears,withmomentsohappymesproutinguphereandthere.
iknowmyselfhowmuchineedhim.asafreidn.becasueessentiallytt'swhatheis.avery
goodfriendwho'dgivemethecompanionshipthatineedandlistentome.reallywanto
listentomeandhearwhatihavetosay.nohiddenmotives,agendas.butthere'ssomnay
uglymemoriesofwhoiwasinthatrelationshipandireallydontwantogetremindedoff
allthatandrmballthethingsididntlike.aboutmyself.abouthimaboutttperiodofmylife.
ivelostmanythingsthisyear,2006.andimbeginningtofeelthatnothingigained..
willevermakeupfforttivhvlost.whenalltt'shappeneing.alltt'shappened.is
yourownfreakassfault.soi guess i only have myself to blame for it.
and its aproblem with myself.theclinicallydepressedhavefriendsandfamilyf.
ihavemymaniacalself

superdugong out! ; .

Sunday, December 17, 2006

i can feel my culinary interests venturing into the realm of japanese food

i don't care if i bore pple with my gushings .

comeon.
who can resist the delicious an pans, taiyakis, chawanmushis?

mmm

i wanto move to japan and grow fat in a little fishing village with soft hot bread to eat and fresh ssashimi and slurpish, sweet kobe beef.

tantalising.

but next week..is italian/chinese week? vote and i'll make you something (:
feel like trying my hand at dan tat.
haha

if you were interested.
my wound hurts like mad now
because my bro went to squeeze it yest to check for pus
@#^$&%*#$@&$!!

am hungry. but got a whole room to pack
and i just had lunch. haha!

and can this THING be settled soon!

superdugong out! ; .

Friday, December 15, 2006

vball..

is a dangerous sport.

casualty list:
11 stitches
bad shoulder
busted ankle
injured wrist

and a very beatup chelsea

superdugong out! ; .

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

check out my babies

all 11 of them

ugly scar right ):

superdugong out! ; .

Monday, December 11, 2006

ive got myself a battlewound from trng!

it looks like a mini vicious shark came and took a chunk out of my leg.

now my nice shin is disfigured.

scarred.

for life.

!!

i become chou ba guai already.

hui rong le ):

11 stitches can!

ommmy i tell you it was damn pain when the doctor injected the anaesthesia into the wound there..

but the injections later were more painful than the stitching itself..
on my arm and backside.

i cannot eat soya sausce or anything dark
wait the scar come out black black even uglier

thanks shinjung, yenping and lcs for coming down to pei wo!

rarr.
now i cant train for 2-3 wks
if not the wound lie kai
sobbbb.
im gonna grow fat.
and even lousier.
basket.

how how how how how.
i dowannnn

im disfigured plus i cant train.

rarr byebye im going to a corner and cry]
):

superdugong out! ; .

Saturday, December 09, 2006

don't make me hate you

or not wanto be around you

or run away from you.

im not losing it

superdugong out! ; .