c o o k up a storm

the queen of ugly face
loves -
FOOD
her roxybaby!
gerrard!
jielun!
rollerblading
ficticious wan mei nan ren
pau skin
cheese cake
sweet and sour stuff
baking

is wobbly bobbly
and makes the ugliest faces and sounds

say goodbye

July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007

Saturday, August 26, 2006

inspiration of the YEAR.

this is kimsamsoon

wahlau come on yilin you can do it

superdugong out! ; .

.hello

i love my laura lim!
i really miss you :)
tell laura i love her

405 gathering soon aye? after the horrible promos!

i really really feel so blessed to have my family
it's sad that i've only started to really appreciate them this year

i must really thank God for everything that has happened this year
the good. and
the bad :

everything happens for a reason. i really believe in that
shit happens
and you deal with that shit
you grow fat
you are fat
and you embrace that
(while secretly tring to diet and ~~exercise~~ complain)
sorry i couldnt resist sneaking a snipe at myself haha

anyways. i think all that has happened this year. has really made me

more mature?
i dunno. i may act that same. laugh the same
be the same coh loh bu gu xing xiang person that i am
but i think ive become stronger.

through realising i cannot rely on myself for certain things.
that i really needed someone greater than this world to count on
to carry my through

made me open my eyes and truly appreciate family.
my kor kor, ever so self sacrificing
my sister. zhe me teng wo
my mummy so funny and so loving
and my papa. just love us so much he really goes all out to give us the best

yes my mum looks a bit like laukokkok. my mum prettier okay!

my kor kor so handsome :) lau ah pek.
see his nose!! gahh i love his nose.

when we were little. me my cous my sis my bro

kor kor so cute

im the one with the o.o face

my beautiful mummy

che's bday..she's wearing my gorgeous prom dress!

doctor tan!!!!

my silly siblings. hah we have the same goofy genes?

ahching ah joyce and my gazillion amount of cousins :)

superdugong out! ; .

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

LESSON OF THE DAY / WEEK / MONTH / YEAR

know your 3-D shapes well
a cube has _ sides? SIX.

oh well. that was bio spa yesterday all over and done with
brilliant me

let's talk about..
love

what do we know about love?
mere 17 year olds, stepping into relationships and all .

what do we really hope to get out of it?

taking aside that 3 % of you who feel you can marry whoever you want to marry

relationships now, are they more of a companionship?

source of intimacy?

or just someone to call your own?

yet practical theories aside, we can't help but fall into this tangly gooey yet wonderful mess of love

it's always so easy to say
concentrate on your studies blah
now isn't the right time

but hello we're at the age of raging hormones!

which could confuse us about love

is it worth it? to give so much into a relationship you know may not last?

or step into a relationship where it is so..
unbalanced
unstable

just so unfair to either party?

but you're still willing to give it a shot and hope it lasts?

i don't know if my heart can take this emotional rollercoaster

i don't want to put anyone through this as well

gahhhh
okay nvm
i meant this entry to be all philosophical and all.
but i've lost my train of thought.

anyhoo.

i'm off to watch my korean counterpart

kimsamsoon!

ciaociao

superdugong out! ; .

Sunday, August 20, 2006

.ca ke

hello hello!
just now i typed out a damn long entry about my brother
and how he's been super in my life
and how happy i am to have a da ge ge
becaue of the nice talk we had
but

my stupid computer hung on me
)):

anyway! on a happier note

my hair is oily my face is oily my hands are oily!

but
my cheesecake's baking in the oven ! (((:

at the expense of bio spa mugging

really really tempted to be sick tmr

havent even looked at my bio notes

plus i wanto watch ballack and sheva later

i had like a super big craving for cheesecake yesterday

searched online for recipes
and decided that i'd do one from scratch

from MY head!

no recipe okay

so if i doesnt taste that good. whatever

YOU try baking a cake

haha yep yep

im trying my own version of jelly hearts

agar agar and all (:

i'll bring tmr and let all my pretties try (:

tata!

superdugong out! ; .

Saturday, August 19, 2006

hohum

pw just robbed me of my entire saturday

plus liverpool ~~lost~~ fine. drew with stupid sheffield united

plus i totally pigged out today at home

today is not a good day at all ):

it wasn't a good week.
because

my 8 remaining jelly hearts melted on me! chikalabong $%^&*(!
should have listened to ruth

but they were yummy, while they lasted.

i shall make them tomorrow! haha. waste even more time

anyway.
i think many people have a misconception about me

i say, don't confuse my cheerfulness for madness

i am perfectly capable of having intelligent conversations with you

just that rubbish ones are more fun

so try me one day! haha

just read ca's blog,
she always has so much thought provoking stuff

got me thinking about my own parents and everyth.

i'm so different from her

i really admire her strength and independence

stuff i probably can't find in me

so i think if you throw me in a pool i'll just sink .
(hello - not because of the weight)

or desperately do dugong body waves and still sink.

because ive grown so dependent on the people around me
my family, my friends, even _ _ _ _t_ _

that i think i can't even manage half a DIY day.

which is very worrying .

the person I've become, the person that i am, is someone i don't really like

i'm not proud of many things i've done before,

lying pretending acting .
just a little too much to become someone others wanted me to become

when i describe myself, would i have anything more to say besides energetic, cheerful, loud?

what makes me unique? special? what am i good for?

this lack of individuality, lack of a niche, lack of direction is really depressing .

oh poo.

superdugong out! ; .

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

presenting ....

the retards!

hahaha. they have all joined my uglyfaceclub! true converts. muahahaha
we can terrorise the world with our..less than pretty faces!
haha world domination here we come!

so i'm SUPPOSED to be studying economics, but i got sick of oligopolies, their ability to estract supernomal profits and all that jazz.

plus it didn't help that all the examples i tried to come up with involved

surprise, surprise

food

thus went to look at the products of camwhoring

stumbled upon this hidden stash of..gasp! more ugly photos! haha featuring debo's little brother glen (he's one of 6) in the middle. so cute right! (:

so anywayy.
go and listen to kiss the rain! haha ca's introduction. NICE.

okay my hot little date with johnny boy awaits

tata darlings!

epitome of everything i've every looked for

superdugong out! ; .

Monday, August 14, 2006

L I V E R P O O L
WON!!

wheeeeee !

fine. community shield only.
but still..it totally made my day :)
got to see my beloved gerrard stretch those sexy legs. plus my new hot young thing ---

gonzalez! that spicy, exotic thing from chile (no pun intended)

now, if you think this is why i watch soccer..you're probably..

right!

haha. but i understand the game okay! you can test me :)

i almost went mad yesterday doing 10 weeks of The Right Word. suddenly felt really empowered after i was done.

so if you put me under duress to do something...
i might get pugnacious and start a skirmish/fray with you where i shall proceed to shower you with the most caustic and acrimonious sentences my puny brain can think of.
that was 5 of the 5 x 4 x 10 new words i learnt.
and if i used them wrongly. .whatever! at least i tried to use them haha :)

okay pics from deb's sleepovers are up
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2103231266
check them out! :)

stupid tokyo drift theme song stuck in my head. stupid shwee la!
haha we all need to learn tara's dance moves aye? :)

nightnight girliepants.

last kiss goodbye? :

superdugong out! ; .

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

i have to show off this darling

her name is tricia and she's my adorable niece ! mimi jiejie's baby girl
it was babies overload on sunday night + many more to come :)
it was ahgirl jiejie's (she's just about the most gorgeous person to come from my family) homecoming dinner..she went to texas right after she got married.. shiokalicious food :)) always nice to see family :)

my papa and trixie!

mama and trixie!

me and claudia, the xiao da ren!

here are the rest of the pics!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2103231063
ciaociao! im off to night blading!

superdugong out! ; .

happy national day ppl!
had stayover at deb's on monday!! to celebrate resh's bday two months late :)
we ate damn a lot again! nana and deb's other chinese maid just kept cooking and cooking for us. ate the shiok sausage and fish! but there were so little juicy plump sausages :((

here are some pics first..i don't know why my stupid com cannot put more pictures up

girltalked the whole night. who's pretty and all that blahblah. haha i swear we can never get sick of talking about that
spent the night with gloria attached to me! haha i was her human bolster for the night! i felt really...
loved. haha
squeeze 6 girls in a room and you get oxygen deprivation haha..so i was very high in school
we went to school for 3 hours of national day celebrations..camwhored as usual..:) totally love my papa for buying that new cam man. although it only has zoom, timer, flash and no flash and video recording. quite suck. hahaha

xinzi! her streetdance was good! i resolve..to learn how to do a proper body wave..by end of this year! shwee learn with me ya? hahaha i believe we can do it!
or i can just do my dugong wave on the floor. :)))

played charades with chuseyo they all..mus is damn funny! can't believe i missed your pole dance for along came poley :))

then at night me christine and vonvon went out for movie and to watch fireworks
we watched click! ended up with tears streaming down our faces at a supposed slapstick comedy. haha
"family...first.."
took a bit of pics. we were quite high took pics on some unknown person's motorbike. haha
fireworks didn't go off at 11.59 as expected :(
so we sat at some ulu table playing i never (yes with 3 pple) and truth and truth. we didn't manage to have any dares haha
then there was this guy running at like 12 am? madness. but thought he looked quite hot. angmohish. tall. dark( cos of the lack of light). :))

yep that was it..doens't sound much, but it was reallyreallyreally nice talking to them, without a care for the impending promos....(cue dramatic music! )

remember circle of trust okay? :)

today i stayed home and pigged out on marks and spencers, mentos sweets, horlicks sweets, beehoon, and other whatnot. tell me how to lose weight! >.<

think im just meant to be superdugong! and kimsamsoon!

superdugong out! ; .

Sunday, August 06, 2006

.shop

I am going to do something I shouldn't do

show off these!

the blue, gold stripes and choc tops are my favs! really nice:) the gold shoes are super pretty too! they (and the knee-length pants) were from zara's kids section
tara i can fit okay! and no it was not once broken, considered sold. haha :)

so i went out with my mum and sis today to town..Armed with vouchers and ready to fight our way through the Saturday crowd. haha, man zai er gui! :)
totally worth sacrificing what, 10 hours of homework and studying time

really glad i went out with them
see that life is so much more than this

you know, it's funny how we always end up in rubbish situations
be it willingly or uncontrollably
situations that only hurt us and convolute our lives even further
and just eat you alive

like the one I'm in now
let's hope I get out if soon

and my darlings get out of theirs too.

just put a closure to all that is uncertain
leave nothing..ambiguous. hanging

and then we can all be heng bok! (xing fu) :)

good night my pretties

superdugong out! ; .

Saturday, August 05, 2006

.f o p

fop was great! really enjoyed myself though iw as like damn dead towards the end of it. . CCC worship! :) plus my mummy's favourite don moen.
it was suppsoed to end on on a high note. not like this.
my dad found out i went. and gave me a huugee lecture on like religion. and how he hopes my religion would not be different from his. and how i would make a decision that would make him happy, sacrifice personal things that you want to not cause your parents (dad) anger..
so as not to disrupt the family where the family is like a small boat. if one wants to swim, the other wants to row. it'd get nowhere and cost much confusion internal strife and other whatnot.
my dad has held these beliefs since he was like 20, and it's going to be so difficult to wear them down. but nothing is impossible with Christ!
:( am reallyreally sad now. please pray for me that my dad would be open and let me seek God. and like help me and my mummy stay strong during this period or time
as for now..i really don't know what to do
do i stand up now and fight and say im going to be a Christian no matter what, or lay low in fear of my dad throwing a book at me or something.
my dad..hai. he really takes filial piety to a whole new level..
i guess i kinda have myself to blame, but i saw this coming. sooner or later my dad would just find out.
i just don't want my dad to get angry wwith my mum and take it out on her.
:( am sad and worried and scared about what's to come. but my Lord will carry me through. i believe he'll deliver me out of this persecution.
i'm so tired of sliding back in and out. i need to stay as committed and convicted as i can.
jiayou!

superdugong out! ; .

Thursday, August 03, 2006

.10

okay i shall do more aboutme stuff to take my mind off those rubbish thoughts

i like
haagen daz strawberry, greentea, mac nut. okay fine i like a lot of flavours. icecream
gohlouyok! anyth lemonny. sour sweet
i love sweets. gummy jjang sho yo!
horlicks. i like dogs a lott.i adore my roxy [yah i know its a dumb name]
i cry when im angry
i love the combination of green and gold. [tasteful gold only, please]
i can do a killer filipino accent
im very fickle.
i can get obsessive about stuff very easily
haha . i cant sing + dance [but there's always no harm trying! haha]
when i eat pau i dont really eat the filling. i love the pau skin!
i like sweet bready things! i love cream puffs
i like old songs..boyband songs. loveydovey sappy stupid lyrics songs.

superdugong out! ; .

.heart itchy.

i hate feeling this way.
knowing that there's no hope whatsoever. with everything just blatantly telling you to stop having these thoughts/emotions and feelings.
when you know you shouldn't. when you know it's not meant to be. when you know something can never happen because it just is so ridiculous and far-fetched and impossible.
but it just remains etched in your head.
taunting you. mocking you.
hving to live with the torture of it. reminding you that it can never be.
that you can't do anything about it. that you can only watch from the sidelines

ee not nice. :(

i really hate feeling this way

superdugong out! ; .

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

.kick ass

hello hello!

slacked away during bio +pw plus took loads of pics again !
reflection on tara's gorgeous ipod
shouyee so showy

and we all know that kw loves yiming our ah ma and gloria sleeping

shwee shnua shnuppy ! :)
tara trying to achieve the act-cute pouty big eyed look
c a !
minahahbucheena?

today we had our first kickboxing lesson for pe electives!
oh my goodness i tell you it was damn fun!
plus we had this enthu old metro/gay instructor with his beaaautiful stretches. haha basically me,melia,shwee,ca,tara,gloria,siok,justina,joanna and emily + jinhanandrewashvinjuinxian from our class went for kickboxing. and it was mad fun! its the kind of thing tt you've got to be enthu and on for it to be fun la. i tell you all of us are gonna lose weight after these 4 lessons. ahha super tiring! totally drenched after tt.haha but felt so..exercised.
hit tt molestor. punch the nose! punch the chin! but i dont like his techno it'smylife music! play sexy back !! :)

dentistry talk was...useless. ahh. like now don't really wanto try for tt too.

think i should go into the food industry. since my life practically revolves around food. (eating it tt is) but still. like research into the newest, nicest gummy sweet ever! ahahahaha.

trng was damn funny during our 5 Vs 4 match.. haha baoli was like giving priya killer death stares. and today she damn aggressive! haha padded weaponry brought out that hidden side of baoli today! haha

sheralyn so cute! :)

the key to not overeating.

is to not bring snacks from home. hoping tt you'd eat the snacks and not anyth else during breaks. that plan is completely and utterly RUBBISH. and FUTILE to attempt.

i would know. trust me. 8 months of doing that!

and now im like 70 bucks broke-r. plus i still owe my mummy 100 bucks. stupid shinhwa concert so ex for what. capitalising on the p inelasticity of demand. plus they know the market very small but all WILLING and quite able to buy tickets. basket.

so now i shall start a 5 dollars a day plan!
haha
can save money + spend less on food! :))

haha okay i shall try that starting..tmr!

okay byebye.

this fat body needs to sleep

superdugong out! ; .

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

.7 things for the 7th mth

hello! since my blog is relatively new i assume the [minute] amt of pple reading this have no clue who i am
so i shall list stuff since umay just told me she was doing them too

7 random things about me:
- i hate hot water on my face
- i love jeff corwin
- i think even numbers sound/look fat
- i wore braces from pri.3 to sec 1
- i have square front teeth
- i sleep with one arm stretched over my head
- i've been bird shitted on more than 5 times. talk abt suay

7 things that scare me
- 3 a.m. emily rose!
- cockroaches, rats lizards
- getting lost alone in a damn foreign place?
- my father in a bad mood
- scary movies.
- em i dunno alr! im qt brave!

7 songs i'm listening to
- promiscuous! melia!
- saranghaeyo. stupid ca keep listening
- hui lai
- sexyback!
- beautiful disaster
- the hardest thing
- control yourself

7 things i like the most
- umay :)
- good food!
- rainy days with no school
- sleeping
- watching a good impossibly perfect love story
- famous amos cookies
- my shorts

7 things i say the most
- i'm sure la
- are you kidding
- wahlau
- wae yo? + random korean phrases
- BHULLAR!

7 pple to do this
-umay
-

superdugong out! ; .

i like this song, or rather, the mv

Wish Me Happy Birthday

i swear he is THE BEST KISSER.

superdugong out! ; .

woohoo im finally done! didn't think being narcissistic was so difficult. haha

kick me if you see this blog dead because i just wasted a damn nice monday to do it up, sacrificing time tt i could have used for chem or smth. hello? high opp cost alert . :)

anyhoo. thought since its so bleeding late alr, i shall try posting pictures!

stupid thing take so long. so only 1 for now. school spirit! :) my xiao gin nahs!

really really really thankful for them! taragloriameliashweecherynann+siokkkyy! made sch life just so much more bearable and mad fun :)))

wo you yu gan, wo hui yi bei zi, zhi xi huan ni

superdugong out! ; .